My penis has been a constant concern

I am 64 years old and seem to have been worried about my penis for most of my life. Worried that it’s too small, sometimes gets hard when it shouldn’t, sometimes doesn’t when it should. Should I have a foreskin, should I not. Will it be enough for her, and lately for him. Did it cum too quickly, why did I cum at all.At the the age of 57 I finally learned to accept my cock for what it is. It’s mine, it’s what I was born with and finally I am able to love it.
I have at last been able to enjoy my penis and accept that others can enjoy it too in so many ways. Late in life I finally love my penis for the pleasure it gives me and others.