My Embarrassing cock

I have a very small cock, soft it’s about 1 inch, erect about 2.5 inches. I’m 58 now and haven’t had sex in 15 years because I’m so embarrassed about my size. About 16 years ago I was totally humiliated by a lady. We had been dating about six months and had sex several times, she always remarked that she got no satisfaction. She invited me to her apartment one night, little did I know she sat up a hidden camera in her bedroom, she asked me to dance and strip which I did, she had me shave my cock on the bed. About two weeks later she invited several of her and my friends to her place, she asked if we wanted to watch porn and we all agreed to. She started the video on her TV and it was the video of me, everyone laughed and humiliated me, she even posted online. That was the end of me undressing in front of a woman.